My Heathen brothers and sister lend me your aid please?

I wish to move to Deutschland to be with a girl i once loved but also to help me see the world. I have many friends in Deutschland, Russia, Ukraine, and Romania I also have family in Finland and being closer would be nice but I feel torn I feel the need to stay in America to protect my current Kindred especially lately with all the thing going on. I know it will take much time to leave country but even still I have nightmares of bad things happening to my Kindred and my kindred sister being attacked this weekend does help ease my thoughts. what is your take on this what would you do in my position? is there a way to insure their safety and still go to Deutschland?